tired

sigh....i am so tired of acting tough!! I just want to be my normal self.
So tired of people thinking that i can solve anything or i can fend anything.
So tired of people thinking that i am strong and courageous.


Sometimes i don't understand it myself.
Always thinking that looking fierce and tough is a sort of self-defense,
who knows that it leaves the impression that u r that sort of person.


Hello...i am human too. I have my ups and downs.
I have my own fears and worries.
I dun take critiques to heart but that does not means that i have no feelings..

grrrr...what ever la...geezzz

Because i am stupid

Because I am a fool
The only thing I think about is you
But I know that you are thinking about somebody else
And you probably dont even know my heart

I probably dont exist in your daily life
And Im sure you have no thoughts of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And my tears keep falling

Just looking at your retreating figure
Is happiness to me
Even if you dont know my feelings
Even if you simply brush me aside

CHORUS:
In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats I love you
Alone once again I cry for you
Alone once again Im missing you
Baby I love you
Im waiting for you

I probably dont exist in your daily life
And Im sure you have no memories of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And create my own memories

OMG....its something like i used to write in my journal few years ago!!! LOL...however its a nice song!