Did not wanna mention this,
However, I never wanted to say goodbye,
Because there is a saying,
when a person bids goodbye,
the person who cried the most, would not see each other again.
You make me keep silly promise,
I told you it is pointless,
I did not want to give you an unrealistic promise,
However you insist.
Then not long I started to realise,
All this while what you did or say is fake,
I blindly keep that promise,
Because that is me.
I hate myself for being that kind of person,
However you break it.
You make me feel useless again,
I thought all this while somebody needs me,
But then it was stupid.
Really stupid.
Now i feel cheated and disappointed,
What is the reason for a friend or lover?
Of everyone, why you?
Why must you crush me once again?
I told you that before,
but then you never did pay attention do you?
You were using me all this while,
Just like her.
Once again i start to mistrust my friends,
It makes me hard to trust anyone anymore.
you wish me belated today,
It makes me feel worst, stupid.
Then I was the one who did mistake,
therefore i accept this punishment,
As long you are happy then its fine.
For every new experience makes you a better lover.
Then I do not want to trust love anymore.
Thank you is all I can say.
And I decided to say goodbye now.
You should walk away never turn behind because its too late.
Treasure the life you have now.
Good luck and best wishes.
Do not contact me anymore if possible.
Cause you make everything worst.
Chakra Zen Incantations
11 years ago
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