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Boring afternoon. Can't seem to pay any attention to what i am trying to study and understand. Bored. Mood totally horrible. Hormones must be naughty today. However i've been thinking lately. Everyone's existence in this world at certain time has their own purpose. I've ask myself a lot of times. Why was I born in this time of the century and place? Maybe there is something that should be done with my appearance and existence here. When we complete or accomplish the things that we are suppose to do, does that means that it is time for us to go? Meeting certain people at a certain time and place, is it fate or coincidence? Why to we meet certain people? Stupid right this kind of thoughts? What makes a person happy and completed? Success? Fame? Money? Love? Career? I don't seem to find any answer. L just concluded it as it depends on the person's reason of existence and personality. Is that true?

I must be thinking to much then. How do we know if we successfully finish our purpose of existence? When a person seen flashes of events (maybe memories), what does it means? Is it something that happen before and one has forgotten it? Or future events they we need to know in order to be prepare? Past life? Well i don't believe in that so my assumptions still stay the same. Past or future. Why one person reacts strongly to another person? Why first impression is always right? I feel like a little kid asking his.her parents the why ad how questions when they get curious. Have you ever sit quietly then have this strange feelings of urgency or grief? Do you feel people's aura or mood? When anything like that ever happen do have the sense of lost and loneliness? Or feeling nervous or anxious like something bad is going happen? Do u sit and feel that something is missing? What are the explanation to this? Sigh